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I am a Wife, a Mother and a buisness woman.
I am going through the hardest time of my life,
while documenting it all in hopes to stay sane.

June 13, 2010

"I wouldn't have nothing if I didn't have you"

Olive sat through the entire movie Monsters Inc this morning while I was sewing up some orders.
I couldn't believe she was so interested and didn't get distracted.
She's never sat still like that before. And she looks so darn cute doing it.
Laughing when "Boo" (the little human girl) laughs and gasping when faces cover the screen.
She is so silly.

(Crazy morning curls)






Like they sing in the last song Olive, "I wouldn't have nothing if i didn't have you"
 You're my precious baby and you will always be. I love you more than I could ever speak.

June 12, 2010

Baby Pink Baseball Hat

Well it is official, Olive is a Daddy's girl. How do I know this? Because yesterday while we were at Babies R US, Olive saw something AMAZING. She saw a pink hat. I guess it had her name written all over it. They were on the top shelf, conveniently labeled "Half Off", and Olive got on her tippy toes and tried so hard to reach them. (She was way off) Guess who got one down for her, her Daddy. Umm hmm. Now I am NOT one to buy something for Olive just because she has a liking for it and I thought my husband had the same mindset. I guess not. He let her wear it all around the store. I was trying to plan a "ditch and run" something Devin and I use to do when she was younger. Basically, you take the toy (or hat) while she is not looking, put it back on the shelf and act like nothing happened. It has been a way that I avoid drama, as my daughter is the prime example of a drama princess. But to my surprise Devin wanted nothing to do with my planned "ditch and run". He was going to buy it for her! Gasp. Never before have I seen Devin give in to Olive, but boy was she doing a good job at being cute. It worked. He bought it. If it wasn't half off I would have put my foot down but the child hardly gets new toys so I thought a nice hat would be great. Shield her head from the sun on our walks and well, she just looks so darn cute.


But now she won't take it off. She wears it all day. Takes it off, puts it back on, takes it off again.

She is pretty adorable. I guess it was a good reason to give in.


Here are some more pictures of Olive's first and favorite pink hat.


oh and it is a Diamondback hat, some team I have never heard of, but I guess she like them. :]

June 9, 2010

Current Giveaway

Current Giveaway going on here for these Ballerina Booties.



So go enter the GIVEAWAY for a free pair!

June 5, 2010

Did You Know?




Did you know....About 1 in every 300 fetus has one kidney affected by hydronephrosis and about 1 in every 600 fetus have both kidneys affected by hydronephrosis. Only two percent of the population has Hydronephrosis that is above a grade 5, which is considered severely obstructed, usually resulting in surgery? -Olive was a grade 8 in her left kidney and a grade 5 in her right when she was born.

Did you know.... Hydronephrosis is distension and dilation of the renal pelvis and calyces, usually caused by obstruction of the free flow of urine from the kidney, leading to progressive atrophy of the kidney. - Olive had a large sist at the base of her left kidney's ureter entering the bladder.

Did you know.... Studies suggest that as many as 2% of all prenatal ultrasound examinations reveal some degree of hydronephrosis, making it one of the most commonly detected abnormalities in pregnancy. It is not clear why the ureter becomes blocked during development. It is more often seen in boys than girls. -Of course Olive has to be one of the girls that has it. (sarcasim)

Did you know... Ultrasound can detect the fetal kidneys and bladder by 14 or 15 weeks gestation  It is often diagnosed before a baby is born, as the enlarged kidneys can be seen on an ultrasound scan. - Thank God my blood pressure was out of control during my pregnancy causing me to see a high risk doctor, who found the hydronephrosis because of the extra ultrasounds.

Did you know... Amniocentesis to rule out a hydronephrosis in the baby can also be performed if you like. You will have periodic sonograms to monitor the baby’s kidneys and fluid; in cases of bilateral UPJ obstruction or when a kidney is missing or cystic in appearance, ultrasound may be repeated every 2-3 weeks to check the obstruction and level of amniotic fluid. -We had 2 ultrasounds weekly for the last 3 months of my pregnancy because of the severity of Olive's Hydronephrosis.

Did you know... Almost all babies with prenatal diagnosis of hydronephrosis may be given antibiotics to lower the chances for a urinary-tract infection, a common problem linked to hydronephrosis. - Olive has been taking antibiotics daily since she was born and gone through 11 different types of antibiotics. Only leaving her with 2 more options of antibiotics safe for a child her age.

Did you know...An ultrasound of kidney and a special x-ray called a voiding cystourethrogram (VCUG) will be done to fully determine how the cystic kidney is affected and make sure the other kidney is normal. -Olive's first VCUG was done when she was 3 days old and she has had one every 4 months since. Her next VCUG (in 10 days) will determine if we keep her left kidney or not.
 
Did you know... Minimal hydronephrosis is not genetic and is not believed to run in families. However, given that hydronephrosis is so commonly detected in pregnancy, it may be coincidentally detected in future pregnancies. If UPJ obstruction is determined to be the cause of the hydronephrosis, the chances for future children with the same obstruction are believed to be as high as 50%. - Olive's doctor assures me that the chances of my next baby having any obstruction of her ureters is less than .5%. I trust him.
 
Did you know... Certain genetic conditions can cause the kidneys to have cysts, and these generally carry a 25% for future children to have the same condition. Regardless of the cause, you should have a good prenatal ultrasound examination in the second trimester with all future pregnancies to check the developing kidneys and bladder. - Every pregnancy I have from here on out will be closely managed by a high risk doctor because of my history with Olive.
 
Did you know... My daught not only has Hydronephrosis but also Duplicated Kidneys? She was born with 3 functioning kidneys. Her third kidney is 1/3 the size of her other two but does a better job than her left kidney (meaning it has more functioning tissue) - If we have to remove her left kidney (the one with the most issues) in the future, she could survive, like a normal child, with her other two.

June 4, 2010

My Baby is 16 Months Today

Olive is getting so big! She is 16 months old today. Is there anyway to turn back the time?
It seems like just yesterday she was an infant and I was bottle feeding her at 2am.
I miss it but she is making me so proud. My smart and beautiful little lady.

Here she is in the pool out back, one of her favorite places to be.


June 1, 2010

Car Wash

Yesterday we washed the car.












It was a good day

May 31, 2010

I Wouldn't Classify it as Baby Weight

So I am overweight. Everyone who is close to me knows that i am aware of it and that I am changing it. Now I can not blame this weight on having a baby. Yeah I went through a lot when I was pregnant and was put on bed rest for the last month but it was not the cause of this. I was the cause of this. I eat emotionally and I am a closet eater. My life has been a crazy roller coater for the last... well... my life has been a rollercoaster. For once it has calmed down and I have leveled out. I feel almost free from myself. I think all of this "freedom" has really got me thinking, I have come A LONG way emotionally and feel so great, so why not feel great physically as well. I hate feeling ugly and fat and knowing that people are talking about you. I can ignore it but I would rather be happy with my appearance and not have to worry about all that crap. SO about 2 months ago I started eating so much heathier and exercising like a nut. So far I have lots 30 pounds. I have a whole bunch more to go about 100 pounds, but I think I am on a great start.

I think all of my inspiration comes from Olive. I run and play with her but I don't do it easily and I end up almost stroking out... haha. Seriously. I gained 95 pounds during my pregnancy and didn't loose hardly 15 pounds when Olive was born. I was chunky when I got pregnant, once again went through some stuff and ate it all away. So I am fighting tooth and nail to get this weight off and to be a great interactive Mother and wife. 30 down 100 to go.